Life in Review

i went to a get together today where my friend's dad cooked for us. there were people there that i had heard a lot about but had never met. they were really cool people but i must say that i was not very comfortable. part of that was my consciousness that one of my friends sometimes, i feel, has issues with me meeting some of her friends. i don't know if territorial is the word but recently i have kind of decided that with her friends, i'm just gonna stay a bit away from. be cordial and everything, have great convos but really just not get too involved or too friendly. because of that i just wasn't very comfortable. i almost felt like i couldn't be myself. i was even more conscious about the impression i was making. normally it wouldn't even cross my mind. i don't know, i didn't like that feeling. and now looking back on the night i question myself on motifs, on convos, on actions, almost going over it with a fine-tooth comb. but hey, i'm just gonna let that one go, if there are any repercussions then i'll deal with them when they pop up. on the other hand the food was really great. really really lovely people and aside from those feelings i had a good time. pics are examples of the good time that i had.

on the up note i also went out for drinks with my surgical friend. that was cool, ended up listening to some live music. however it was cut short cause he was on call and was called back to the hospital. he is really cool, lovely to hang out with. well do it again......

ok some picks from last weeks B-day at Emma's house. a great friend and a great time. her daughter is so delicate...:) ... please forgive me for my thought jumping all over the place. not really with it at the moment. i'm gonna go to sleep soon as tomorrow my mom and 2 of my aunts arrive in Sydney quite early. i'm very excited. my dad and another aunt gets here on wed. they are all coming for my graduation which is on Friday. it is exciting times, and i can't wait for my mom to see where i have been living and my city. not to mention everyone else meeting them. it'll be great.