mmmm, apprehensive

i am not sure what is up with me today. i am just slightly apprehensive about what is next to come. ok the doctor thing goes without saying, but i have other things on my mind. there is so much i need to do and even though i do them, they don't seem to move me along any further. i need money but as of Jan i have no Job. after 4 years of working in the same place i am wondering if i shouldn't just hang in there for 3 more months instead of trying to find another job. however i honestly don't think i can handle my present job for those 3 extra months. so i'm apprehensive about a new job, a new temp job. it's like i don't even know where to start with that. there are other stuff on my mind, but i won't even bother to vent about those. i'm simply gonna go pray, cause lord knows that is the only way.......