Christmas Time

two days post Christmas and here are my reflections:
1. though it was different from my expectations, Christmas was exactly they way i needed it. it was relaxing......
i spent it with my friend who found herself in hospital. i also had dinner with Neevs and Janine. it was great food and chill time.

2. my year has been quite hectic and i am absolutely drained. i need to recharge before next year. cause that is looking like it will be a very busy one as well.

3. i feel like boxing day was the first day of my holiday, though i have been on holiday for 3 weeks (all of which i have been working). i was able to sleep allllll day. i only got up to talk to my fam in the morning, then for lunch and then for dinner. i slept in between those times. it was great...

4. my future is a bit uncertain, i'm having bits of difficulty dealing with this transition. i just pray for the Lords favour during this time. i am feeling unsure about medicine. i'm not sure where i'm heading after this. where i want to live, where i will end up and whether i am willing to do the work to get there. ahhhh we will see. all i know is that i have 2 years more here so far.

5. i think that is it so far.... i'm gonna give my honey bun, JT my full attention. i just got his DVD. ... oh that's another thing. i would really love a man in my life this next year.... i'm not seeing him yet, but i'm gonna ask God for him. i just may get him this next year.... oooooo