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so i really wanted to write something about the great relaxing weekend i had with my friend Jo, but i am so not in the frame of mind to do that. so that will come later. i just wanted to say that today was one of those days that made me really wonder why on earth did i become a doctor. i really felt like i could so not do this today. nothing especially traumatic or sad happened today. it was just a really busy day, where nothing really went well. i had almost 30 patients and i just couldn't get everything done that i needed to. i pray that tomorrow is a better day. i will need grace for the 15hr day coming tomorrow........