Final Days

so sorry that i left you all hanging like that, for weeks, but it was exam time and though exams have been over for a bit now, i really haven't felt like writing. with all the study, writing this just seemed like more work. i'll warn you from now that this blog is a vent, cause i am feeling a bit inadequate.

neways... lets start from the beginning. exams, so they roll around and i feel like i know jack shit. nada, nothing. the miracle of it all is that, the lord knew that some knowledge was up there. i studied hard, but up to the day before, i felt like i knew nothing, but i got in there and the lord brought the knowledge back. i felt that it was quite an easy exam, there wasn't anything on there that stumped me, nothing that i just had no clue about. so that was good. the next day was a free day in which i was supposed to review for OSCE (practical), that didn't really happen. no matter what i did, i just couldn't buckle down and do it. i did revise somethings, which came in quite handy in the folder sessions, when i had only 2 min to complete my last question, which just happened to be one of the first things i looked over. i was so happy i did that, cause i know that i wouldn't have been able to answer those questions quickly if i hadn't. i know i missed out things in each of the other stations, but i have to console myself with the fact that that is always gonna happen. neways..... i passed them all. in fact we all passed, so now everyone else has finished their last ever exam in med school and i still have one more rotation. can i tell you it sucks big time. there are good things about it, in terms of how prepared i will feel going into internship, but sucky in that i feel slightly left out when everyone else keeps talking about 'thanks god that that was the final exam i will ever have to do in medical school'. they are done and i'm not....... ok my gripe is over

some good times in all of this, after exams we went to have thai and then saw hairspray, which was fun and funny. on wed after the OSCE we went to the log cabin, had drinks and lunch and just chilled out, enjoying the fact that we were done, that night most of us caught up at the opera bar, down by the harbour, by the opera house. it was good fun, a nice chill night. met Jibran's brother, who is a hottie. so i had some eye candy that night, not that most of my friends aren't cute, they are, but since they are my friends and i see them most of the time, i needed some new eye candy, so don't be offended, Eric, Cameron and Jawad.

ok so that was exams.... i was gonna write about the thick packet of paperwork that my future employer sent me to sort through, plus visa issues that arise with changing over my visa to a working one, but i'm tired and this has already been a long one. so that will have to be a next time issue......