I'm Tired

Hey folks, yesterday i thought about this blog and it occurred to me that a lot of what i write is kind of happy and people could get the impression that the life i'm living is soooo happy and cool and all that jazz. well it is in some respects but i do also get rather cranky. that has been me this week as the 5 months away has begun to wear on me. don't get me wrong, i'm loving the places i have been and those that i will be going to in the next week. the people i have been meeting are cool and amazing. i'm very glad i met everyone of them. but ....... man, i'm tired. i really just want to go home. i crave the routine of home, of going to church, looking after my bub, going to school seeing my friends, even working... if you can believe that. i miss earning money.....lol...so yea i think i really pushed it with the 5 months, but i know that i will look back on this time and really really cherish it. that is why i am doing everything i have ever wanted to do if i got to Africa. i have no idea when i will be able to get here again, i would hate to leave here and have regrets. i guess u can get a sense of my mood, but despite that, im still going on safari tomorrow..... i'm gonna milk this trip for all its worth, and hopefully i get to come back.... maybe a big group of us, and we can do it all over again, but better..........