Tuesday, March 13, 2007

MMMMMM.....Pennsylvania



well this weekend i went to Penn to visit with friends of mine from my time at school. this could be a long one so i'll split it up into sections, possibly different posts. in this post i'll talk about Opal, Matt and their new son Wes. i also went and saw my friend Althea, her husband Dan and their new son, Sammy. it was just simply an awesome time, with the two boys stealing my heart. they are so cute and funny as babies tend to be. the pics will simply show how cute they are, and i am in love. man i want a kid, but guess what... i'm waiting on 1. the right man, 2. the right marriage, 3. the right time. cause u know once they come, it changes everything. but i can't wait. to feel a life growing in you and then to bring it forth and to have all the joy, pain, worry that comes with them. the sleepless nights, the painful breasts and nipples, the diaper changes, the smiles and giggles, the soft skin and the knowledge that they are mine...


well this is me and Wes taking a nap. the following pics are of him with dad (Matt), with mom (Opal), of Althea and her beautiful boy Sammy and of me feeding Sammy. i had such a good time playing and chilling with them it was a great weekend. we then went to church on the sunday and i got to see and catch up with pastor and friends like Teresa. i saw all the kids that when i was there were babies and now they are big. like Teresa's son, Malachai, he is now 8 yrs old. man i remember when i used to hold him as a baby. he was born a year after i was there......
Neways so situation at church..... pastor spotted me from the stage and of course put me on the spot and asked me to sing.....lol. up until the point when i held the mic i had no idea what i would sing. but God dropped something in my spirit, but could i remember the first word. the rest of the song yes but not how to start it....lololol.... so i was there silent for a while with my eyes closed, thinking oh lord, i need to start this soon. silence is good but not for this long... so then i kind of hummed through the first line, picked up the second line and off i was. the musicians eventually found my key and it was sooooo good after that. i haven't stood up and sang a solo in a very long time. i had forgotten what that was like and i had forgotten that i could do it. so that was cool and im glad i wasn't one of those fake modest people who are like....'naw, naw, i didn't really want to do it, i mean i haven't done this in so long, how could pastor do this to me?' when all the while u know they really wanted to do it. for me i had forgotten that pastor always does that, so i wasn't prepared, but i am glad that i did it. its always good to bless people and God has given me something that does that. so i'll be used by him any time.

Neways enough of my ranting, there is more to come in the other posts on my Penn trip.

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